Monday, October 22, 2007

10 Days & Counting

FEAR!

Perfect love casts out fear - I know this, I believe this and yet it bears it's ugly head! I really hope I'm doing the right thing for the right reasons. Soon we will all know. That may be what frighten's me the most - if it is a mistake it won't be easy to hide. This is right out there for everyone to see.

My faith is strong but my flesh is weak - can I muster the resolve to listen to God and ignore my flesh. The next few weeks will tell.

I am moving Tuesday to our new house. That will give us a week to settle in before the surgery. UGH! Plus we have to find a recliner from somewhere - we were gonna buy one but our miniature daschund is in the hospital with a spine injury and who knows how much that will cost us! This has happened before so we may have to put him to sleep this time - Hank just loves this dog so I hope not but we don't want him to suffer either.

I went to Church yesterday for the first time not in the role of an Officer - I went incognito - no uniform - it went OK, different but okay.

I better go for now! Blessings to all! Kari

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